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01 mar 2011 1 commento
in diario Etichette: arrovellamenti, dubbi, giorni neri
Am i so bad if i want to leave? I feel i am.
Days passed, all the same, looking for something new that never comes.
But still, something holds me here and feel like crying for what i have (or have no more).
This should have been my name: Nostalgia; past, present and future all confused in this feeling.
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mar 19, 2011 @ 00:11:26
As beautiful as you are and have been at times in friendship, in my life moments in question, and worry…you are so far from just nostalgia…
I’m finding strength for myself and life first & foremost….not sure if that makes. ~ Sending love to you dear friend that hopefully can bring a smile, and the hope for your wishes to all come true. ~April *hugs*
so many of us…hold these wishes…dreams…in wait…that never seem to come. ~ I try very hard to filter in something beautiful…special maybe…sometimes wanting soooo much to see something beautiful emerge, like that of paintings or places, people…something to smile for…
~ Be it known I know so well the tears…see I’ve been with my child’s father…in such unhappiness, as he feels fit to buy an expensive motorcycle and run with other women but on the same note shuts off the heat in the house with me and my little girl…and it is my place to try to make a better life for her and I have started a path to attempt to make those funds to make a change for the better….I so have wishes when it comes something true in love, despite how much it hurts….I see smiles of others’ that really truly know it….maybe the wait will not hurt quite as much